06.07.2009

xbarbiemalibux (9:36:01 PM): i hate there isnothing to watch online
xbarbiemalibux (9:36:05 PM): stupid season finallys
xbarbiemalibux (9:36:49 PM): hey hows it going steph
liziel.estacio (9:38:12 PM): you should watch videos from here: http://www.ted.com/index.php
liziel.estacio (9:38:18 PM): you'll learn lots of good stuff
ladykitay (9:38:31 PM): hihi
xbarbiemalibux (9:40:20 PM): did dono say anythign about what you said about me steph
xbarbiemalibux (9:41:20 PM): oh nice
xbarbiemalibux (9:41:21 PM): thanks
xbarbiemalibux (9:41:30 PM): it looks interresting
xbarbiemalibux (9:41:42 PM): hmm 10 things you didnt know abotu orgasnt hahahahahhah
xbarbiemalibux (9:41:50 PM): ill read that one first hahaha
liziel.estacio (9:42:06 PM): you mean organism
liziel.estacio (9:42:09 PM): dirty minded
xbarbiemalibux (9:42:20 PM): no it saus
xbarbiemalibux (9:42:22 PM): orgasm
liziel.estacio (9:42:40 PM): of course it's the first thing you would wanna watch
liziel.estacio (9:42:44 PM): you're pervy lol
xbarbiemalibux (9:42:44 PM): hahahhahaha
xbarbiemalibux (9:42:51 PM): psh hell yeah...
xbarbiemalibux (9:42:54 PM): lol jk
xbarbiemalibux (9:42:59 PM): i used to have it all the time
xbarbiemalibux (9:43:01 PM): hahahahhaha
xbarbiemalibux (9:43:03 PM): jk
liziel.estacio (9:43:15 PM): lol you should do what she does
liziel.estacio (9:43:21 PM): "scientific research"
liziel.estacio (9:43:30 PM): professional whore
liziel.estacio (9:43:36 PM): bachelor in whore
liziel.estacio (9:43:39 PM): lol jk
ladykitay (9:43:40 PM): no didnt say n e thing
liziel.estacio (9:43:45 PM): they have good stuff on that website
liziel.estacio (9:44:54 PM): knee orgasm lol
ladykitay (9:45:27 PM): ew
liziel.estacio (10:00:22 PM): watch this
liziel.estacio (10:00:23 PM): http://ted.org/talks/renny_gleeson_on_antisocial_phone_tricks.html
liziel.estacio (10:00:25 PM): it's funny
xbarbiemalibux (10:01:56 PM): wtf knee orgasm?
xbarbiemalibux (10:03:05 PM): im gone for a few minutes and izzy gets a knew orgasm
ladykitay (10:04:07 PM): http://www.facebook.com/ext/share.php?sid=186722640566&h=R75OF&u=dPbGw&ref=nf lmao this is so wrong
liziel.estacio (10:05:26 PM): http://survivingtheworld.net/Recitation14.jpg
xbarbiemalibux (10:05:31 PM): hahahah
xbarbiemalibux (10:05:33 PM): thats fucked
ladykitay (10:05:56 PM): awesmoe!!!
ladykitay (10:05:58 PM): awesome
liziel.estacio (10:06:19 PM): http://survivingtheworld.net/Lesson358.jpg
xbarbiemalibux (10:06:49 PM): steph i need some truth serum it says
liziel.estacio (10:07:01 PM): http://survivingtheworld.net/Lesson1.jpg
ladykitay (10:07:54 PM): for what? o.0
xbarbiemalibux (10:08:11 PM): didt you see the link izzy gave us
xbarbiemalibux (10:08:19 PM): they dont have that at yoru med cabinet at shcoo?
xbarbiemalibux (10:08:21 PM): school?
liziel.estacio (10:09:32 PM): http://survivingtheworld.net/Lesson14.jpg
liziel.estacio (10:11:03 PM): http://survivingtheworld.net/Lesson23.jpg
liziel.estacio (10:11:39 PM): http://survivingtheworld.net/Lesson25.jpg
ladykitay (10:11:55 PM): lol
ladykitay (10:11:59 PM): truth serum for who?
xbarbiemalibux (10:12:07 PM): lol
xbarbiemalibux (10:12:09 PM): someone
ladykitay (10:12:15 PM): ?
xbarbiemalibux (10:12:16 PM): and i need alcohol too lol
liziel.estacio (10:12:16 PM): well you know who... the guy pau has been obsessing about
ladykitay (10:12:25 PM): u dont need alcohol
ladykitay (10:12:29 PM): dude
ladykitay (10:12:32 PM): u dont need truth serum
ladykitay (10:12:36 PM): u already know that answer to that
liziel.estacio (10:12:51 PM): you should give pau an anti-denial seru,
xbarbiemalibux (10:13:17 PM): lol will you let me urinate on you
ladykitay (10:13:18 PM): lol if only there were such thing
xbarbiemalibux (10:14:20 PM): im gunna give you guys somejelly ish to test our friendship haha
ladykitay (10:14:26 PM): jelly jizz?
ladykitay (10:14:26 PM): ewwww
xbarbiemalibux (10:14:33 PM): fish
liziel.estacio (10:15:02 PM): psh paulina just wants to get kinky with you
xbarbiemalibux (10:15:08 PM): hahaha
xbarbiemalibux (10:15:26 PM): i am going not to msg eric till dev gets back and we disc golf
liziel.estacio (10:15:28 PM): http://survivingtheworld.net/Lesson27.jpg
liziel.estacio (10:15:55 PM): When I was babysitting a cat a few months ago, I woke up with its face a few inches from mine and staring at me.
xbarbiemalibux (10:16:04 PM): lol
xbarbiemalibux (10:16:18 PM): when my aunt over sleeps her cat starts attacking her lol
liziel.estacio (10:16:33 PM): http://survivingtheworld.net/Lesson29.jpg
ladykitay (10:18:46 PM): how about u just not txt eric n e more? unless he texts u first? :)
liziel.estacio (10:19:10 PM): http://survivingtheworld.net/Lesson43.jpg
xbarbiemalibux (10:19:10 PM): so then how do we go about disc golf
liziel.estacio (10:19:37 PM): disc golf is your excuse to try to get to eric
xbarbiemalibux (10:20:34 PM): well dev never goes if eric dosuent
xbarbiemalibux (10:20:40 PM): but sure
xbarbiemalibux (10:20:44 PM): ill not msg eric unless he msg me
ladykitay (10:20:53 PM): good
ladykitay (10:21:01 PM): dont even text him bout disc golf
xbarbiemalibux (10:21:08 PM): ok
ladykitay (10:21:09 PM): u and liz and go disc golf together
xbarbiemalibux (10:21:22 PM): thats what i sudgested
xbarbiemalibux (10:21:31 PM): lol
ladykitay (10:21:42 PM): u dont need dev or eric there
liziel.estacio (10:21:51 PM): psh. let's be real. you enjoy disc golf because eric is there.
xbarbiemalibux (10:22:22 PM): no
liziel.estacio (10:22:27 PM): pau doesn't want to do anything that has nothing to do with eric
xbarbiemalibux (10:22:28 PM): i actually do like the sport
liziel.estacio (10:22:33 PM): she used to want to go to the gym
liziel.estacio (10:22:40 PM): now she says she wants to learn surfing
xbarbiemalibux (10:22:42 PM): yeah because it was by my house
liziel.estacio (10:22:43 PM): coz eric surfs
liziel.estacio (10:22:53 PM): oh please, really????????????????
xbarbiemalibux (10:22:55 PM): no ive been wanting to surf for a while
liziel.estacio (10:22:58 PM): you're afraid to get in the water
xbarbiemalibux (10:23:02 PM): arts sister and i have been wanting to
liziel.estacio (10:23:02 PM): mhmmm
liziel.estacio (10:23:07 PM): uh huh
xbarbiemalibux (10:23:09 PM): but she has her kids
liziel.estacio (10:23:13 PM): mmmmhmm.
liziel.estacio (10:23:41 PM): what happened to the gym and salsa and ballroom dancing
xbarbiemalibux (10:23:47 PM): and when i decided not to be scared was because of a conversation i had with my aunt that i came to realize that i let other people and my two fears get in my wau
liziel.estacio (10:23:54 PM): and yoga and working out
xbarbiemalibux (10:24:01 PM): i am tired of having excuses .. i rather fail then have never have failed at all
liziel.estacio (10:24:15 PM): all these things you do, you're doing for other reasons other than for yourself
xbarbiemalibux (10:24:18 PM): i linked you today a salsa class
liziel.estacio (10:24:55 PM): yeah you link stuff sometimes but you never want to go if i ask you to go
liziel.estacio (10:24:59 PM): like going to the gym
liziel.estacio (10:25:06 PM): the gym was your idea before you went nuts over eric
liziel.estacio (10:25:10 PM): and now you don't want to go
ladykitay (10:25:13 PM): i wanna go to the gym but im broke
xbarbiemalibux (10:25:19 PM): the only reason we didnt go to salsa that one time was because i actually had my grandmas birthday
liziel.estacio (10:25:31 PM): pau had that free pass for 7 days at 24 hours and i have 4 passes there too
ladykitay (10:25:40 PM): yay
xbarbiemalibux (10:25:40 PM): i find being out more stimulating then a gym
ladykitay (10:25:41 PM): lets go :D
xbarbiemalibux (10:25:53 PM): yeah we didnt go because you were bussy
xbarbiemalibux (10:25:56 PM): remember
ladykitay (10:25:58 PM): we can jog on the sand @ the beach :D thats outside
xbarbiemalibux (10:26:00 PM): i kept askign yhou to go
xbarbiemalibux (10:26:08 PM): OMG thats what ive been beggin her to do
liziel.estacio (10:26:12 PM): yeah i said ok you go run on the sand and ill watch
xbarbiemalibux (10:26:15 PM): ive been asking liz to go to beach and job
xbarbiemalibux (10:26:21 PM): lol
liziel.estacio (10:26:34 PM): you wont even run with me at the gym or before hiking
liziel.estacio (10:26:46 PM): im gonna be able to tell you my favorite line again "i told you so"
ladykitay (10:27:05 PM): hate that line xD casey is able to say it to me ALL the time
xbarbiemalibux (10:27:12 PM): you told me so what?
xbarbiemalibux (10:27:50 PM): dono msg that he wanted to go out and i didnt want to get all gross
xbarbiemalibux (10:28:04 PM): and we did run some
xbarbiemalibux (10:28:16 PM): just because im not conditioned as you dousent mean i dont want to run
liziel.estacio (10:28:17 PM): I told you that hiking that mountain is not going to be easy and you were boasting about your hiking with eric when you guys were stopping all the time.
liziel.estacio (10:28:43 PM): and i told you that the water will be cold at the beach and you said but it's summer.
liziel.estacio (10:28:48 PM): and im telling you now that running on the sand is not that easy.
xbarbiemalibux (10:28:48 PM): yeah we did that hike at a way faster rate
xbarbiemalibux (10:28:55 PM): we bearly stoped to look at the view
xbarbiemalibux (10:29:10 PM): i love hiking for teh sight seeing
xbarbiemalibux (10:29:21 PM): and the mountain we climbed was steep
liziel.estacio (10:29:27 PM): stopping every 5 minutes is not hiking. it's taking a stroll.
xbarbiemalibux (10:29:30 PM): i was overcomming my scared of hights
ladykitay (10:29:32 PM): runnin onsand is hella hard hmm
ladykitay (10:29:41 PM): we can stroll around balboa park if u like sight seeing
xbarbiemalibux (10:29:43 PM): im happy for how much we accomplished
liziel.estacio (10:29:52 PM): and running for a minute is not running or anything close to being conditioned. if you can't run on a level ground, you can't run on sand, baby.
xbarbiemalibux (10:30:05 PM): hey im pushing myself
liziel.estacio (10:30:13 PM): psh, if you're gonna make me do something, you better.
xbarbiemalibux (10:30:14 PM): and i want to try new things
liziel.estacio (10:30:27 PM): if we're hiking, damn well we're gonna be hiking.
xbarbiemalibux (10:30:33 PM): we were hiking
liziel.estacio (10:30:39 PM): if you're gonna make me run, you better be running too.
xbarbiemalibux (10:30:40 PM): im not gunna be all retarded like that ugy in white
liziel.estacio (10:30:57 PM): im not saying we didn't hike and im proud that you kept up.
xbarbiemalibux (10:31:00 PM): i actually liked making my own path at hiking then following a path
xbarbiemalibux (10:31:21 PM): but thats just me
liziel.estacio (10:31:26 PM): but most of all, if you want to get through your breakup, you gotta listen to your friends.
liziel.estacio (10:31:34 PM): we're seeing things you don't see. or refuse to see.
xbarbiemalibux (10:31:44 PM): like what
liziel.estacio (10:31:55 PM): and right now, i've told you plenty of times, eric doesn't like you that way and you need to quit thinking about him and start thinking about you.
xbarbiemalibux (10:32:08 PM): yeah i have listened
ladykitay (10:32:36 PM): .
ladykitay (10:32:38 PM): ughb w/e
xbarbiemalibux (10:32:41 PM): lol
ladykitay (10:32:42 PM): still double
xbarbiemalibux (10:32:46 PM): i dont see double
ladykitay (10:32:47 PM): one more time wait til i relogin tho
xbarbiemalibux (10:33:06 PM): yes i have listened
liziel.estacio (10:33:08 PM): i've already said im not gonna repeat myself again but I have an obligation to you especially if you're not looking at the big picture.
xbarbiemalibux (10:33:27 PM): you think i dont get taht eric dousent like me
xbarbiemalibux (10:33:30 PM): i do see it
liziel.estacio (10:33:36 PM): and quite honestly, i was just gonna leave it at that but your obsession about eric has not gone down one bit.
xbarbiemalibux (10:33:44 PM): it hurts like hell because hes such an awesome person
liziel.estacio (10:33:49 PM): why do you keep torturing yourself then if you do see it
liziel.estacio (10:33:56 PM): he's not an awesome person
liziel.estacio (10:33:59 PM): quit saying it
liziel.estacio (10:34:15 PM): say it one more time and i'll tell you ten million reason for every stupid thing that you think is great about him
xbarbiemalibux (10:34:22 PM): tell me
xbarbiemalibux (10:34:38 PM): no hes not hes really a nice person...
liziel.estacio (10:34:45 PM): he stinks, he smells, he really has no direction unlike what you believe, he's not that smart, he's not a prime candidate for any girl who has a direction in life
liziel.estacio (10:34:53 PM): im not saying he's not a nice person
liziel.estacio (10:34:58 PM): stop fighting me
xbarbiemalibux (10:35:16 PM): yeah he was fake
xbarbiemalibux (10:35:23 PM): and he gave me the creeps
liziel.estacio (10:35:29 PM): im looking out for your best interest and it has nothing to do with me
liziel.estacio (10:35:38 PM): this whole thing about you obsessing about him has got to stop
xbarbiemalibux (10:35:40 PM): i actually hadpicked up on it but he was pushy and persistent
liziel.estacio (10:35:50 PM): pushy and persistent on what
xbarbiemalibux (10:36:01 PM): tim ... on every part of the realtionship
ladykitay (10:36:07 PM): stupid thing wont let me minimize it
liziel.estacio (10:36:12 PM): let's deal one thing at a time
liziel.estacio (10:36:16 PM): you obviously need some time to heal
liziel.estacio (10:36:20 PM): and take some time off for yourself
liziel.estacio (10:36:28 PM): but right now, you have to stop about eric
ladykitay (10:36:34 PM): wia tima log onto yahoo on my laptop brb 10 seconds
liziel.estacio (10:36:39 PM): and you will have to put in an honest effort
liziel.estacio (10:37:31 PM): and if it's gotta help you, i asked devin to ask eric in person
xbarbiemalibux (10:37:54 PM): yeah i was never looking for a relationship;.. eric just happened... ... u know that i was not looking at all.. even with dono i see more that im not looking.. that im just having fun.. with eric the hole reason about whats going on is that i enjoy spending time with him and we have with him sober.. and when we talked we had a lot oflikemind
liziel.estacio (10:37:56 PM): devin asked him and said "hey man, are you interested in paulina at all?"
liziel.estacio (10:38:05 PM): and eric laughed and said "nooooo."
xbarbiemalibux (10:38:10 PM): and i actually felt something
xbarbiemalibux (10:38:20 PM): when?
liziel.estacio (10:38:22 PM): well, quit feeling
liziel.estacio (10:38:28 PM): just a week ago
liziel.estacio (10:38:35 PM): i've told you ten million fucking times to quit it
xbarbiemalibux (10:38:43 PM): why didnt youtell me this before
liziel.estacio (10:38:55 PM): I was gonna let you do whatever you want but it's gonna be on me that I let you run with your feelings
xbarbiemalibux (10:38:57 PM): and when was ghis
ladykitay (10:39:02 PM): eric shoulda manned the fk up and told u himeslf
liziel.estacio (10:39:03 PM): well shit paulina
ladykitay (10:39:06 PM): himself*
liziel.estacio (10:39:12 PM): how many times and signals do people have to show you
liziel.estacio (10:40:23 PM): i hate to say it, but if eric wants you at the disc golf field with him, he wouldn't need devin to show up and play
liziel.estacio (10:40:26 PM): he would play with you
liziel.estacio (10:40:38 PM): if he wants you there, he'll call you and let you know
liziel.estacio (10:40:48 PM): if he wants to hear your voice, he'll call
liziel.estacio (10:40:56 PM): if he wants to see you, he can make it happen
liziel.estacio (10:41:18 PM): i'm sorry but i tried to let you enjoy the feeling but i've warned you to not let it go too far
liziel.estacio (10:41:21 PM): you should be doing things
liziel.estacio (10:41:24 PM): like i said for yourself
liziel.estacio (10:41:31 PM): and you have other priorities
liziel.estacio (10:41:45 PM): you need to get your life in order for you because nobody will fix it for you
xbarbiemalibux (10:41:55 PM): and i am doing that
liziel.estacio (10:41:58 PM): a happy feeling because of a crush won't make anything better.
ladykitay (10:42:07 PM): i just feel like u kepe putting eric on thsi high pedastool like he's going to be the hero of the story.. but he's not =/
liziel.estacio (10:42:12 PM): you should be going out and doing things and enjoying things not because of eric.
liziel.estacio (10:42:25 PM): because you have great friends who love you and support you
xbarbiemalibux (10:42:38 PM): the things i have been doing are things ive been wanting to do formyself
liziel.estacio (10:42:45 PM): and you as well as we, have an obligation together to maintain our friendship through rough times
liziel.estacio (10:43:03 PM): and i know it sucks but practice being honest with yourself
xbarbiemalibux (10:43:42 PM): yeah and i have ... and it has bummed me out
liziel.estacio (10:44:15 PM): and guess what, whenever you need someone to talk to or hang out with or cry to or fight with or be honest with you, you know where to find me
xbarbiemalibux (10:44:29 PM): lol i dont like fighting
liziel.estacio (10:44:40 PM): but it's better to accept the truth, feel the pain, learn, and move on than ignore the situation and not learn anything.
xbarbiemalibux (10:45:01 PM): eric at times sends me wierd sygnals
ladykitay (10:45:16 PM): "weird signals"
ladykitay (10:45:26 PM): maybe he does that to everygirl and its just the way he is
xbarbiemalibux (10:45:28 PM): its like when ever i think ok hes my friend he gets all tickly n nice
xbarbiemalibux (10:45:35 PM): yeah maybe
ladykitay (10:45:46 PM): yeah cuz he wants a SEXUAL partner
liziel.estacio (10:45:56 PM): And he has been honest about that
ladykitay (10:45:57 PM): he's horny
ladykitay (10:46:00 PM): of course he's gonna do that
xbarbiemalibux (10:46:10 PM): well at least i now know hes not interrested in me at all
liziel.estacio (10:46:10 PM): Has he taken you to lunch or movie or just a cup of coffee with just the two of you?
xbarbiemalibux (10:46:21 PM): yeah but i was honest with him
liziel.estacio (10:46:32 PM): When you're alone in BED, you should know that it's purely sexual.
liziel.estacio (10:46:42 PM): Unless you're his girlfriend
xbarbiemalibux (10:46:46 PM): no .. but when we have been alone he is all huggy tickly and bubbly
liziel.estacio (10:46:51 PM): Which, I'm pretty sure, he hasn't even taken you out on a date yet.
xbarbiemalibux (10:47:00 PM): no.. yeah
ladykitay (10:47:01 PM): huggly tickly bubbyl while alone = player
xbarbiemalibux (10:47:07 PM): lame
liziel.estacio (10:47:15 PM): Well, it would be awkward if he just sticks his dick in you without putting you in the mood first
ladykitay (10:47:19 PM): if he was interested in u he'd do that in front of his friends
xbarbiemalibux (10:47:20 PM): well wish i would have known what eric said
xbarbiemalibux (10:47:22 PM): but now i do
xbarbiemalibux (10:47:35 PM): hes done it infront of dev
xbarbiemalibux (10:47:38 PM): but what ever
liziel.estacio (10:47:41 PM): HE"S DRUNK
xbarbiemalibux (10:47:43 PM): i guess hes just otuchy
liziel.estacio (10:47:44 PM): ASK DEVIN
xbarbiemalibux (10:47:53 PM): the last few times he hasnt
liziel.estacio (10:47:53 PM): He's touchy and horny when drunk
xbarbiemalibux (10:47:56 PM): and hestill was
liziel.estacio (10:47:59 PM): STOP IT
ladykitay (10:48:06 PM): pau your making excuses
ladykitay (10:48:10 PM): stop making excuses for his behavior
xbarbiemalibux (10:48:12 PM): thats why i was congused
xbarbiemalibux (10:48:29 PM): im not im just saying why i was going back and forth
xbarbiemalibux (10:48:31 PM): but i get it
liziel.estacio (10:48:41 PM): There's nothing to be confused about. I hate to say it but I've told Devin to tell Eric to talk to you and tell you what he feels about you so you can move on.
xbarbiemalibux (10:48:43 PM): its just his way of being i shouldnt make anything about it
xbarbiemalibux (10:49:02 PM): none of my guy friends have ever been like that... and ive had MANY guy friends
liziel.estacio (10:49:06 PM): But Devin thinks that Eric has already told you enough and it's you who refuses to move on and you make up things in your head.
xbarbiemalibux (10:49:20 PM): none of my guy friends have ever had fuck buddies so this is a new turf for me
xbarbiemalibux (10:49:45 PM): im over it
xbarbiemalibux (10:49:47 PM): i get it
liziel.estacio (10:49:59 PM): I don't know what I told you when you told me about the fuck buddy thing but I'm pretty sure it's in the lines of "That doesn't sound too good"
xbarbiemalibux (10:50:07 PM): yeah
ladykitay (10:50:09 PM): well yeah cuz u were married, your guy buddies didn't do that to u cuz u were off limits. its differ now that your single, guys will be behaving differently
liziel.estacio (10:50:11 PM): You said you're over it a bunch of times
xbarbiemalibux (10:50:25 PM): but after we had talked about it .. he was still nice andcuddly and tickling and makingout and etc
xbarbiemalibux (10:50:31 PM): no
xbarbiemalibux (10:50:34 PM): before tim
liziel.estacio (10:50:39 PM): You have to really make an effort to quit it this time or so help me Ursula, I don't know what I'd do anymore
xbarbiemalibux (10:50:40 PM): all my guy friends even as i talk to them now
xbarbiemalibux (10:50:45 PM): they are all good guys
liziel.estacio (10:50:48 PM): coz I'm serious, I'm not doing this again
xbarbiemalibux (10:50:52 PM): i talk to them now and they are goodkids
ladykitay (10:51:03 PM): well they prob are good guys., but now tha tyour single
ladykitay (10:51:11 PM): im just sayin your gna meet a lot of creepos
liziel.estacio (10:51:33 PM): And anyway, you're the one who said that you like cuddling and making out.
liziel.estacio (10:51:42 PM): He's probably just taking what he can get
xbarbiemalibux (10:51:44 PM): i never said it to him
liziel.estacio (10:51:48 PM): It's quite obvious
liziel.estacio (10:51:51 PM): You're always there
liziel.estacio (10:51:56 PM): Always available
xbarbiemalibux (10:52:05 PM): lol im allways available to you guys too
ladykitay (10:52:16 PM): .....are u?
xbarbiemalibux (10:52:16 PM): until school starts andwork starts which is about the same time
liziel.estacio (10:52:21 PM): But we don't make out with you or get hot and heavy with you in private
xbarbiemalibux (10:52:22 PM): i have a lllllllllot of time
xbarbiemalibux (10:52:26 PM): lol
liziel.estacio (10:52:27 PM): and so does he
xbarbiemalibux (10:52:27 PM): yes you do
ladykitay (10:53:12 PM): lol hoenstly tho. we joke about the homo crap a lot but we dont take it seriously
ladykitay (10:53:21 PM): we aren't all cuddling or tickling or making out in private or in public
liziel.estacio (10:53:54 PM): Well, here's the deal and I'm not gonna let it slide anymore...
liziel.estacio (10:54:02 PM): Quit thinking about Eric
liziel.estacio (10:54:15 PM): There's nothing omg-super-great about him
liziel.estacio (10:54:35 PM): He's just an average guy who have self-destructive habits who is just getting out of the shitter
ladykitay (10:55:03 PM): he was in jail?
ladykitay (10:55:06 PM): o.0
liziel.estacio (10:55:16 PM): And you are a broken girl who also needs to heal up and put her life together, establish her sense of self, and finally find a great guy who will grow with her and appreciate her
liziel.estacio (10:55:29 PM): He was a heavy pot head
ladykitay (10:55:41 PM): ew >_<
liziel.estacio (10:55:43 PM): His brother does all kinds of drugs and sells drugs
liziel.estacio (10:55:55 PM): Doesn't mean they're bad people.
liziel.estacio (10:56:00 PM): They just have bad habits.
ladykitay (10:56:18 PM): thats something u dont wanan take home to the family >_<
liziel.estacio (10:57:19 PM): He smokes, he drinks himself to death, he's got unresolved issues, and no matter what you think, you're not gonna fix it because I hate to say it, he's not in love with you.
liziel.estacio (10:57:36 PM): You know why I don't wanna do things anymore, coz I constantly hear about Eric
xbarbiemalibux (10:57:39 PM): ive allways been the type of person that i dont care if a person is broken or not
liziel.estacio (10:57:39 PM): Eric this and that
liziel.estacio (10:57:42 PM): I'm tired of it
xbarbiemalibux (10:57:43 PM): i just enjoy people
liziel.estacio (10:57:48 PM): I'd rather sleep on my ass
xbarbiemalibux (10:58:00 PM): you know how many pot heads and alchies and druggies ive known and also non druggies
liziel.estacio (10:58:27 PM): I don't care Pau. You don't talk about them the way you talk about someone who is clearly not someone you think he is.
xbarbiemalibux (10:58:52 PM): and they have been some one the most amazing friends.. some people just need a chance to be belived on .. or a chance to be seen as someone other then an addiction
liziel.estacio (10:59:03 PM): Good. That's not the issue here.
ladykitay (10:59:14 PM): lol pau your not here to "save" eric
liziel.estacio (10:59:16 PM): The issue is, you like him because of things that aren't real.
ladykitay (10:59:21 PM): exactly
liziel.estacio (10:59:53 PM): You can't possibly like Eric because he's an alcoholic philosopher who has no job and smokes a lot, 25 but still live with parents.
xbarbiemalibux (11:00:08 PM): i saw eric for who he was... thats all i liked they way he thinks ..except for the fuck buddy .. thats just not for me.. and since then ive been bummed out because hes such a cool guy... so ive been just trying to be cool as a friend
xbarbiemalibux (11:00:22 PM): ive known many alcoholics
xbarbiemalibux (11:00:27 PM): you know that ritchie poem
xbarbiemalibux (11:00:32 PM): he was an alchie
liziel.estacio (11:00:34 PM): Ok, you know what. That's not the issue. The issue is quit thinking about Eric
xbarbiemalibux (11:00:37 PM): and he was amazingly smart
liziel.estacio (11:00:38 PM): QUIT DEFENDING ERIC
liziel.estacio (11:00:48 PM): He's not that great fo a guy, you don't know him that well
liziel.estacio (11:00:56 PM): QUIT SAYING ERIC THIS AND THAT
liziel.estacio (11:01:36 PM): You've only known Eric and seen Eric a few times. You don't know someone by stalking their myspace and hanging out with them a few times.
xbarbiemalibux (11:01:41 PM): ive stoped but i dont belive that hes not a worthy person for his previus drugs or for the factthat he is an alchie... he has his reasons for the shit hole he is in
liziel.estacio (11:01:53 PM): THATS NOT THE REASONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
xbarbiemalibux (11:01:55 PM): im talking about what him and i talked about
liziel.estacio (11:01:56 PM): WE"RE TALKING ABOUT
liziel.estacio (11:01:58 PM): THIS
ladykitay (11:02:00 PM): a lot of homocidal maniacs were "great" guys too.. with "great" personalities... doesn't mean they are really all that great
liziel.estacio (11:02:02 PM): I DONT CARE
liziel.estacio (11:02:10 PM): QUIT TALKING ABOUT ERIC
liziel.estacio (11:02:20 PM): DEVIN AND I AND PEOPLE I WONT NAME THINK YOU'RE OBSESSED
xbarbiemalibux (11:02:23 PM): i told you i am over it
liziel.estacio (11:02:31 PM): WELL THEN QUIT DEFENDING
xbarbiemalibux (11:02:33 PM): but you guys keep talkitn about it
liziel.estacio (11:02:34 PM): AND QUIT TALKING ABOUT HIM
liziel.estacio (11:02:37 PM): QUIT THINKING ABOUT HIM
liziel.estacio (11:02:51 PM): YOU'RE THE ONE WHO KEEPS SAYING ALL THIS CRAP ABOUT HIM THAT I DONT CARE ABOUT
xbarbiemalibux (11:02:59 PM): i had a crush that not obsecion
ladykitay (11:03:05 PM): iuno.
ladykitay (11:03:09 PM): banging on someone's windows early in the morning..
ladykitay (11:03:15 PM): >_<
ladykitay (11:03:15 PM): kinda sounds like obsession...
liziel.estacio (11:03:16 PM): AND FOR THE LAST TIME, IF I HEAR YOU SAY HE HAS PRETTY EYES ONE MORE TIME AND I'M NOT DRUNK, IM GONNA KILL A BABY
xbarbiemalibux (11:03:24 PM): lol thats something i would normally do
ladykitay (11:03:27 PM): aww dont take it out on a baby!!
liziel.estacio (11:03:32 PM): AND SHOWING UP TO HIS WORK IS NOT CUTE. IT'S AN OBSESSION
xbarbiemalibux (11:03:34 PM): you can call art and he can tell you what i do when i am bored
xbarbiemalibux (11:03:41 PM): likei said
xbarbiemalibux (11:03:43 PM): you can call art
xbarbiemalibux (11:03:47 PM): you can call nathalie
ladykitay (11:03:52 PM): true.. showing up to peoples hosues and works.. thats obsession
liziel.estacio (11:03:55 PM): AND YOU HAVEN'T SEEN ART FOR ALL YOUR TIME IN YOUR MARRIAGE
liziel.estacio (11:03:58 PM): YOU'VE GROWN UP PAULINA
ladykitay (11:04:00 PM): yeah but those people are your long time friends
liziel.estacio (11:04:08 PM): DON'T GO BACK TO HIGH SCHOOL
xbarbiemalibux (11:04:09 PM): i have seen art when i wasmarried
liziel.estacio (11:04:12 PM): BE A BETTER PERSON
xbarbiemalibux (11:04:44 PM): we had an argument about a year ago and then tim told me i wasnt allowed to talk to him because he didnt like me and art beingfriends
xbarbiemalibux (11:05:38 PM): lol you guys lived to far away for me to bug lol.. and with tim i wasnt allowed to be myself and i was unhappy
liziel.estacio (11:05:45 PM): AND JUST SO YOU KNOW, I HEARD DEVIN TALKING CRAP ABOUT YOU TO NICK TELLING HIM WHAT HE'S READ ON OUR CONVERSATIONS, THEY BOTH THINK YOU'VE LOST IT
xbarbiemalibux (11:06:01 PM): lol
xbarbiemalibux (11:06:06 PM): thats funny
liziel.estacio (11:06:12 PM): Funny in some level
liziel.estacio (11:06:14 PM): But I'm serious
ladykitay (11:06:15 PM): is it?
ladykitay (11:06:22 PM): i don't think its funny
liziel.estacio (11:06:22 PM): If I don't care about you, I would just let you go nuts
xbarbiemalibux (11:06:47 PM): like what?
liziel.estacio (11:06:48 PM): It's seriously have been bugging me for a while and I didn't know what to do about it because I know you're vulnerable.
xbarbiemalibux (11:06:59 PM): lol im not vulnerable
liziel.estacio (11:07:08 PM): You know, I would love to go to the beach and run and go hiking and do things.
liziel.estacio (11:07:15 PM): But I'm tired of your obsession about Eric
liziel.estacio (11:07:34 PM): Because no matter how many times I tell you the nicest way I could, you won't let this Eric thing go.
liziel.estacio (11:07:47 PM): So I've asked Devin to ask Eric what's really going on.
liziel.estacio (11:07:51 PM): And I can't take it anymore.
xbarbiemalibux (11:08:25 PM): ive asked dev to invite nick to disc golf even when eric wont go
liziel.estacio (11:08:36 PM): I've tried to tell you and you can't blame me for anything because I've told you plenty of times to not let your feelings run.
liziel.estacio (11:09:16 PM): That might be true. But that has little to do with this whole thing.
xbarbiemalibux (11:09:34 PM): what was he tellingnick?
liziel.estacio (11:10:00 PM): I want you to come to me and talk to me and tell me what you need. But I don't know what else I can do for you that has to do anything with Eric.
liziel.estacio (11:10:32 PM): He was telling Nick that you planned to bang on Eric's window and you threw lollipops at Eric's house and showed up at Eric's work place and all that.
xbarbiemalibux (11:10:45 PM): hahaha
liziel.estacio (11:10:50 PM): That, to a normal person, spells C-R-A-Z-Y
xbarbiemalibux (11:10:51 PM): well why you tell him
ladykitay (11:11:00 PM): dev read out convos
ladykitay (11:11:05 PM): our*
liziel.estacio (11:11:08 PM): Devin loves to read our convos. Sometimes he even pretends to be me.
xbarbiemalibux (11:11:14 PM): lame
xbarbiemalibux (11:11:27 PM): well its sometihng a hyper paulina does
ladykitay (11:11:27 PM): but at least u get a guy's view on these things
xbarbiemalibux (11:11:38 PM): you should know better since you met me in high school
liziel.estacio (11:11:40 PM): He's also interested in the Paulina Eric situation. That's why he's been so nosey lately.
xbarbiemalibux (11:11:57 PM): well why does he care its not like anything is happening
xbarbiemalibux (11:12:10 PM): and now im glad i saw whats really going on so much easyer
liziel.estacio (11:12:13 PM): He asks sometimes if you've been up to anything "interesting"
xbarbiemalibux (11:12:45 PM): well last night i was with my lil cousin being hyper and we mannaged to climb a tree in the dark and run because we got scared
liziel.estacio (11:12:52 PM): Pau, it's been right there on your nose the entire time. Nobody wanted to point the obvious because we thought you can't ignore it for too long.
liziel.estacio (11:13:14 PM): For a while, I was blaming Eric.
xbarbiemalibux (11:13:31 PM): i really wish he wasnt all touchy after we had talked as if he understood
xbarbiemalibux (11:13:54 PM): ive been confused ass hell as to what you would say and the way he acted
liziel.estacio (11:14:06 PM): Because Eric, I liked to blame, for leading you on and using you because your going through stuff right now. But no, apparently, it's a guy thing to try and get sex. Especially if he said it.
ladykitay (11:14:13 PM): if i was a horny dude i'd pretend to be understanding too, but if the situation popped up ima just try again
xbarbiemalibux (11:14:13 PM): but now i see thats how he is.. and i gotta say ive NEVER had a friend like that
xbarbiemalibux (11:14:41 PM): and this dono guy seems to be a horny monkey too
xbarbiemalibux (11:14:49 PM): why do you think i got all hessitant
liziel.estacio (11:14:51 PM): He never said friend, though Pau. Dev and I had a lot of fights over Eric "leading you on"
liziel.estacio (11:15:07 PM): Dev doesn't think Eric is leading you on at all and that it's your fault you're in denial.
ladykitay (11:15:17 PM): lol i never said for u and don to hook up, i thought u 2 were just gna b friends
xbarbiemalibux (11:15:24 PM): oh yeah i never said that
xbarbiemalibux (11:15:40 PM): im just saying that this whole player guy thing ive never had to deal with
xbarbiemalibux (11:15:59 PM): and its confusing ass hell because i dont get why they are like that
liziel.estacio (11:16:03 PM): I would tell Devin to tell Eric to quit leading you on. And Devin said it's your fault for thinking there's something else when Eric already told you what he wants.
ladykitay (11:16:25 PM): why do u think liz hates guys so much?? cuz not every seemingly kewl dude out there is actually a nice
xbarbiemalibux (11:16:27 PM): yeah though i thought we could be friends
liziel.estacio (11:16:46 PM): You could but let's be honest, you had more than friendship on your mind.
xbarbiemalibux (11:16:50 PM): well izzy needs to meet my guy friends
xbarbiemalibux (11:16:55 PM): because the ones she knows are weird
liziel.estacio (11:17:00 PM): You need to not see him and talk to him for a while.
xbarbiemalibux (11:17:05 PM): yeah
liziel.estacio (11:17:17 PM): No, Pau. I have more experience with you, as dirty and filthy as that sounds.
ladykitay (11:17:22 PM): ol
ladykitay (11:17:25 PM): lol*
xbarbiemalibux (11:17:27 PM): what?
liziel.estacio (11:17:31 PM): I don't need to meet anyone
liziel.estacio (11:17:37 PM): I've met a lot of guy friends
liziel.estacio (11:17:41 PM): and that's why they're only friends
ladykitay (11:17:41 PM): its not dirty or filthy liz
xbarbiemalibux (11:17:45 PM): yeah horny ones
ladykitay (11:18:02 PM): dude its freakin early 20's age group we're talkin about of COURSE theyre gna b horndogs
liziel.estacio (11:18:07 PM): Pau, you need to get out and see the world and start listening to me and Stephanie
xbarbiemalibux (11:18:15 PM): my guy friends might have had addictions and stuff but they respected girls
ladykitay (11:18:16 PM): the guys in our age group are still hella immature
liziel.estacio (11:18:18 PM): We have more guy friends that you do, I'll bet you that.
ladykitay (11:18:22 PM): tryna sew their wild oats and stuff
liziel.estacio (11:18:37 PM): Steph has met my guy friends and I've met her guy friends.
ladykitay (11:18:42 PM): your guy friends do not reflect on the male population paupau
xbarbiemalibux (11:18:58 PM): well the people i sorround myself with they are really nice guys
ladykitay (11:19:05 PM): yeah
xbarbiemalibux (11:19:05 PM): schooled guys
ladykitay (11:19:06 PM): we know that
liziel.estacio (11:19:09 PM): If you say so
xbarbiemalibux (11:19:12 PM): and they are family guys
ladykitay (11:19:12 PM): B"UT
ladykitay (11:19:15 PM): what we are saying is
ladykitay (11:19:19 PM): majority of guys are NOT like that
liziel.estacio (11:19:23 PM): But that's no excuse to think Eric and every guy out there is the same
ladykitay (11:19:25 PM): those guys are just an exception
liziel.estacio (11:19:40 PM): That's dreamy but that's not the way it is all the time.
liziel.estacio (11:20:03 PM): And when we tell you something, it's not because we want you to be miserable.
xbarbiemalibux (11:20:06 PM): well ive met a good amount of exceptions.. and if i keep up to where i have then ill keep meeting exceptions
liziel.estacio (11:20:08 PM): We're looking out for you.
ladykitay (11:20:16 PM): ayy pau
xbarbiemalibux (11:20:21 PM): yeah just i never belived there would be guys like that
liziel.estacio (11:20:26 PM): Well, keep moving on is the point and not being stuck on ERIC
xbarbiemalibux (11:20:43 PM): yeah im glad i know what i know
ladykitay (11:21:05 PM): it just seems like everything liz or i try to tell u
ladykitay (11:21:08 PM): yoru just blocking it
xbarbiemalibux (11:21:08 PM): and eric and don are a different type of people that i just havent been around and just shouldnt really take for granted how they are
ladykitay (11:21:13 PM): and not really letting it sink in
xbarbiemalibux (11:22:02 PM): i have taken it in.. thats what i am saying..
xbarbiemalibux (11:22:34 PM): i see it and eric was just being eric.. hes just sly or i think thats the word.. i should take it as somehting.. hes just like that
xbarbiemalibux (11:23:03 PM): i bet hes like that with everyone and i shouldnt take it as something
xbarbiemalibux (11:23:22 PM): just how some people are huggy type and others kiss to greet you
xbarbiemalibux (11:23:39 PM): dousent mean they like y ou
xbarbiemalibux (11:23:45 PM): thats just them
ladykitay (11:24:13 PM): yeah
xbarbiemalibux (11:24:15 PM): lol im not gunna get all upset and rant off or what ever... im taking it all in and just making note of it
ladykitay (11:24:30 PM): making not of it and LEARN from it* so the next time it happens
ladykitay (11:24:33 PM): you'll be able to see the signs
xbarbiemalibux (11:24:37 PM): yeah
liziel.estacio (11:24:39 PM): I really hope so because if you tell me about his god damn eyes one more time, I will kill Paris.
ladykitay (11:24:40 PM): the whole movie night we had was just for you.
xbarbiemalibux (11:24:45 PM): hahaha
xbarbiemalibux (11:24:58 PM): hes an eye flutterer or he has shit in his eyes hahahah
ladykitay (11:25:06 PM): yeah
ladykitay (11:25:13 PM): full of bullshit
xbarbiemalibux (11:25:17 PM): yeah i get it now
ladykitay (11:25:30 PM): u say u get it
xbarbiemalibux (11:25:31 PM): some people are just very touchy or very comfterble i guess
ladykitay (11:25:32 PM): but dou really?
xbarbiemalibux (11:25:35 PM): yeah
liziel.estacio (11:25:47 PM): Whatever it is, I don't want to hear the name Eric again for at least 9 days from now
xbarbiemalibux (11:25:53 PM): i remember art and i used to be really confterble with each other and it didnt mean anything
xbarbiemalibux (11:26:01 PM): yeah no worris
xbarbiemalibux (11:26:37 PM): no after meeting don don i kinda made a realization
xbarbiemalibux (11:26:42 PM): and i was like.. ahhh
ladykitay (11:27:19 PM): lol
ladykitay (11:27:21 PM): im gladu met him
xbarbiemalibux (11:27:28 PM): steph you never met me in high school.. but ive allways been hyper and gotten in trouble for being random
ladykitay (11:27:33 PM): since he was able to open your eyes about other men out there like him and eric
liziel.estacio (11:27:35 PM): I'm trying to think of what to do if you mention Eric to me and I'm sober. Should I pinch you or would you owe me a dollar or a drink?
ladykitay (11:27:47 PM): i say owe us botha drink
ladykitay (11:27:50 PM): cuz bein broke sucks
xbarbiemalibux (11:27:52 PM): lol
liziel.estacio (11:27:53 PM): lmao
xbarbiemalibux (11:27:55 PM): im poor lol
liziel.estacio (11:28:01 PM): yeah so you better not
xbarbiemalibux (11:28:06 PM): hahah ayeah
liziel.estacio (11:28:10 PM): and anyway you still have that dare
liziel.estacio (11:28:14 PM): about bo's number
xbarbiemalibux (11:28:15 PM): which one
xbarbiemalibux (11:28:17 PM): lol
xbarbiemalibux (11:28:19 PM): you gyus dont get it
xbarbiemalibux (11:28:22 PM): im not looking
liziel.estacio (11:28:22 PM): you'll owe us a dollar each
liziel.estacio (11:28:32 PM): we're not telling you to go look
xbarbiemalibux (11:28:32 PM): why
ladykitay (11:28:49 PM): lol we're not tellin u to go look for a new guy
xbarbiemalibux (11:28:49 PM): yeah and you guys want me to look like a stalker
liziel.estacio (11:28:50 PM): we're telling you to have fun with us, heal up, and build up your friendships and yourself
ladykitay (11:29:00 PM): we actually DONT want u looking. that way u have more time to focus on yourself
liziel.estacio (11:29:02 PM): because right now, all you got is your family and friends.
xbarbiemalibux (11:29:13 PM): lol i run from my family lol
ladykitay (11:29:15 PM): exactly
liziel.estacio (11:29:17 PM): and you should be focusing on yourself, family, and your friendships.
xbarbiemalibux (11:29:22 PM): i feel i am most calm in nature
liziel.estacio (11:29:23 PM): well then family
xbarbiemalibux (11:29:26 PM): and out and driving
liziel.estacio (11:29:27 PM): is not on the liste
xbarbiemalibux (11:29:41 PM): hahaha yes thank youizzy
liziel.estacio (11:29:45 PM): whatever. but just like we have an obligation to be your friend, you have an obligation to us.
liziel.estacio (11:29:54 PM): you have to honestly try to listen when we tell you something.
xbarbiemalibux (11:30:01 PM): well im not allowed to throw shit at your house
liziel.estacio (11:30:21 PM): monkeys throw shit at each other
ladykitay (11:30:25 PM): u shouldn't throw stuff at n e ones house or cars
ladykitay (11:30:29 PM): may cause dents >_<
liziel.estacio (11:30:30 PM): lmao
xbarbiemalibux (11:30:44 PM): i have been listening before but i was confused with the way he was since it was something new.. but now i see hes just a diferent type of people that im not familliar with
xbarbiemalibux (11:30:49 PM): hahaha
xbarbiemalibux (11:30:54 PM): izzy taught me the car thing
xbarbiemalibux (11:31:04 PM): and i liked it
liziel.estacio (11:31:08 PM): i didn't mean for you to actually hit her car though
xbarbiemalibux (11:31:11 PM): i get road rage lol
xbarbiemalibux (11:31:15 PM): hahahahha
liziel.estacio (11:31:17 PM): i mean hit eric's car not steph's
xbarbiemalibux (11:31:21 PM): lol
xbarbiemalibux (11:31:28 PM): ive hit my moms car lol
xbarbiemalibux (11:31:42 PM): and stephs was a rental its ok
xbarbiemalibux (11:31:44 PM): lol
ladykitay (11:31:56 PM): still
liziel.estacio (11:32:00 PM): anyways... bottom line is... we saw something you didn't. we know you were confused. we tried to tell you but you kept ignoring it.
ladykitay (11:32:01 PM): u made a small crack in the windshielf
ladykitay (11:32:05 PM): with that coin
ladykitay (11:32:10 PM): it kinda pissed me off a bit
xbarbiemalibux (11:32:11 PM): lol
xbarbiemalibux (11:32:15 PM): awww im sorry
xbarbiemalibux (11:32:18 PM): no really i am
ladykitay (11:32:35 PM): its ok just dont do it ne more lol
ladykitay (11:32:37 PM): its not very nice xD
xbarbiemalibux (11:32:42 PM): i think druggies and i get along so well.. they dont care about a lot lol
xbarbiemalibux (11:32:44 PM): yeah i wont
liziel.estacio (11:32:54 PM): lmao.. told you, you were gonna get in trouble with steph
xbarbiemalibux (11:32:59 PM): hahaha
xbarbiemalibux (11:33:05 PM): we need to get her drugged up
liziel.estacio (11:33:09 PM): eh no
xbarbiemalibux (11:33:11 PM): lol
ladykitay (11:33:15 PM): ew
ladykitay (11:33:16 PM): druggies = nasty
ladykitay (11:33:19 PM): no thanks
xbarbiemalibux (11:33:25 PM): well when i get back to college ill make some new druggies and alchies
liziel.estacio (11:33:33 PM): you need to surround yourself with better people who can help you grow, not stop you from moving on.
ladykitay (11:33:38 PM): exactly
xbarbiemalibux (11:33:45 PM): and bad ass people that dotn care if i trash their cars lol
ladykitay (11:33:58 PM): yeah but then your going to grow to think doing those things are ok
ladykitay (11:34:00 PM): when its really not
liziel.estacio (11:34:01 PM): ok, what does that say about someone, they don't care much about anything
liziel.estacio (11:34:05 PM): why would they care much about you
ladykitay (11:34:09 PM): exactly
xbarbiemalibux (11:34:11 PM): lol those people helped me grow i stoped when i started being serious with tim
ladykitay (11:34:16 PM): they wouldn't be up and truthful n honest with u
liziel.estacio (11:34:20 PM): what can they teach you and bring into your life that you need and don't already know
liziel.estacio (11:34:29 PM): tim didn't teach you shit
xbarbiemalibux (11:34:30 PM): lol they did .. i allways had thier back and they would be picking me up if i needed anything
xbarbiemalibux (11:34:38 PM): we are allways a call away on both ends
liziel.estacio (11:34:39 PM): being serious with someone doesn't mean being mature
xbarbiemalibux (11:34:52 PM): yeah they were... we were allways straight up
liziel.estacio (11:35:00 PM): it's just a relationship. being mature and growing means more than revolving your entire world around a relationship.
ladykitay (11:35:17 PM): ay pau.. one of these days thos alchis and druggies are gna get u in trouble
liziel.estacio (11:35:29 PM): if you're not gonna listen to what we have to say, i say fuck it then. it's no use.
xbarbiemalibux (11:35:58 PM): what am i not listeningon?
liziel.estacio (11:36:08 PM): you're fighting everything we tell you
liziel.estacio (11:36:14 PM): you're disagreeing with everything
liziel.estacio (11:36:44 PM): and that's fine if you think people who are self destructive make good friends because everyone is entitled to their own opinions.
xbarbiemalibux (11:36:53 PM): why because i belive in people who others have lost faith in.. that they are amazingly good friends and that they are capable of caring.. those kinds of people are effin loyal when givena chance
liziel.estacio (11:37:02 PM): REALLY?
xbarbiemalibux (11:37:07 PM): i belive in giving everyone a chance
liziel.estacio (11:37:07 PM): WE ALL HAVE PROBLEMS
ladykitay (11:37:18 PM): everyone has problems
ladykitay (11:37:22 PM): doesn't mean we turn to drugs for it
liziel.estacio (11:37:23 PM): BELIEVING IN PEOPLE DOESN'T MEAN SURROUNDING YOURSELF WITH PEOPLE WHO ARE SINKING WHEN YOU YOURESELF IS SINKING
ladykitay (11:37:33 PM): we deal with it like how we are suppoesd to we dont try to take the easy ways out
liziel.estacio (11:37:33 PM): YOU NEED PEOPLE TO HELP YOU UP NOT DROWN WITH
ladykitay (11:37:40 PM): EXACTLY
xbarbiemalibux (11:37:53 PM): in all those years never did i try drugs or anythig bad
ladykitay (11:37:57 PM): we want u to deal with your prblems not run away from it
liziel.estacio (11:38:03 PM): WHAT DO YOU LEARN FROM THESE PEOPLE
ladykitay (11:38:11 PM): u learn to run away from your problems with druggies
liziel.estacio (11:38:18 PM): WHAT DO YOU TALK ABOUT WHEN YOU HANG AROUND THEM DO YOU LEARN POLITICS
liziel.estacio (11:38:30 PM): OR HELP AND VOLUNTEER
liziel.estacio (11:38:38 PM): OR GO TO CHURCH AND PRAY
liziel.estacio (11:38:51 PM): OR REFLECT ON YOUR LIVES AND PLAN AND MAKE GOALS AND ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT
xbarbiemalibux (11:39:01 PM): we had fun and lived life and time and time again was proven that people sometimes only see as far as their noses and are missing otu on other amazing people with amazing minds and feelings and those tough loking gusy are sweatas a care bear
liziel.estacio (11:39:17 PM): AMAZING SAY AMAZING ONE MORE TIME COZ IT HAS LOST ITS MEANING
liziel.estacio (11:39:30 PM): LIFE IS NOT ALL ABOUT HAVING FUN
xbarbiemalibux (11:39:42 PM): we did talk politics
ladykitay (11:39:46 PM): its about growing and maturing and learning about life
liziel.estacio (11:39:47 PM): IF SHOOTING UP DRUGS UP THEIR COOTER IS FUN, THEN HELL, I'VE BEEN MISSING OUT
xbarbiemalibux (11:39:50 PM): i learned a lot from them
ladykitay (11:39:51 PM): and not staying the same
liziel.estacio (11:39:59 PM): LIKE WHAT PAU, IM INTERESTED
liziel.estacio (11:40:02 PM): I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU LEARNED
liziel.estacio (11:40:19 PM): WHAT BULLSHIT ROSE COLORED GLASSES HAVE YOU PUT ON NOW
xbarbiemalibux (11:40:27 PM): lol
xbarbiemalibux (11:40:40 PM): i learned about their perspective of our government
liziel.estacio (11:40:42 PM): IM NOT TELLING YOU WHO TO BE FRIENDS WITH BUT I'M TELLING YOU TO LOOK AT WHAT YOU WANT TO DO WITH YOUR TIME
xbarbiemalibux (11:40:45 PM): i didnt agree with all of it
liziel.estacio (11:40:49 PM): AND WHAT IS THEIR PERSPECTIVE
liziel.estacio (11:40:58 PM): AND WHAT DID YOU NOT AGREE WITH
xbarbiemalibux (11:41:10 PM): but everyone has their own belief system
liziel.estacio (11:41:16 PM): AND WHAT COULD THAT BE
xbarbiemalibux (11:42:13 PM): well they belived in a government that was more workingon its own and they had their sudgestions.. and i belive on a government that help the people..
xbarbiemalibux (11:42:28 PM): and we would go on and on and on
xbarbiemalibux (11:42:40 PM): and then we would just have fun and do what ever we wanted to do
xbarbiemalibux (11:43:05 PM): like i said i get hyper
xbarbiemalibux (11:43:09 PM): and well we were hyper
xbarbiemalibux (11:43:16 PM): n thats when good stories come about
liziel.estacio (11:43:17 PM): CAN YOU ELABORATE ON THAT BECAUSE THE GOVERNMENT IS WORKING ON IT'S OWN BUT IF YOU MEAN FINANCIALLY THEN IT'S DOOMED BECAUSE ALL THE MONEY COMES FROM THE PEOPLE. AND THE MONEY GOES TO THE PEOPLE TO HELP THE PEOPLE WITH EDUCATION, HEALTHCARE, TRANSPORTATION, AND JUSTICE SYSTEM
xbarbiemalibux (11:43:42 PM): i belive in distributing it to help in healthcare
xbarbiemalibux (11:43:52 PM): look at me i have no insurance and i am fucked
xbarbiemalibux (11:43:56 PM): there should be free healthcare
xbarbiemalibux (11:44:13 PM): and yes its guna makesome stuggles
xbarbiemalibux (11:44:30 PM): but the big picture is that when people need healthcare it should be available
ladykitay (11:44:35 PM): free healthcare ? are uf ucking kidding me?
ladykitay (11:44:45 PM): free healthcare = people who actually need kidney transplants
ladykitay (11:44:47 PM): have to wait for 3 years
ladykitay (11:45:01 PM): people who serioously need hospitala have to wait in line for yearsssssssssssssssssssssssssss
ladykitay (11:45:02 PM): and years
ladykitay (11:45:05 PM): to even get seen by a doctor
xbarbiemalibux (11:45:26 PM): so you think if you cant afford healthcare you should just die
ladykitay (11:45:37 PM): lol with free healthcare or not
ladykitay (11:45:42 PM): u're gna die either way
liziel.estacio (11:45:51 PM): SHE'S SAYING FREE HEALTHCARE IS FREE BUT YOU MIGHT BE DEAD ALREADY BY THE TIME YOU GET YOUR TURN IN THE DOC'S OFFICE
xbarbiemalibux (11:46:14 PM): so if thats your way of thinking of ur gunna die either way.. then i guess waiting 3 years isnt that big of a problem
ladykitay (11:46:25 PM): im a nurse,. i obviosuly dont want my patients dying on me. we are taught not to judge on income or where they come from
xbarbiemalibux (11:46:34 PM): yeah
ladykitay (11:46:38 PM): but free healthcare would only be
xbarbiemalibux (11:46:41 PM): but if you cant afford it you cant even go in there
ladykitay (11:46:46 PM): deteriorating to the economy
xbarbiemalibux (11:46:51 PM): you dont even get a chance
ladykitay (11:46:55 PM): there are plenty of free clinics
ladykitay (11:46:55 PM): around
xbarbiemalibux (11:47:09 PM): yeah which have stupid hours
xbarbiemalibux (11:47:22 PM): if you wehre to need help you would die if its a sunday
liziel.estacio (11:47:34 PM): Stupid hours is monday to friday from 9 am to 5 pm. Typical office hours.
ladykitay (11:47:36 PM): either way theres a chance to get there
ladykitay (11:47:38 PM): is typical
xbarbiemalibux (11:47:39 PM): ive been to the er
ladykitay (11:47:45 PM): better than waiting 3 years to even get in
xbarbiemalibux (11:47:48 PM): and its stupidly expensive
liziel.estacio (11:48:05 PM): If it's an emergency, you'll get the healthcare you need if you go to the ER
xbarbiemalibux (11:48:11 PM): yeah
liziel.estacio (11:48:16 PM): If it's not, there are the free clinics
xbarbiemalibux (11:48:18 PM): and then you get the receitp
xbarbiemalibux (11:48:27 PM): and then you get screwed
ladykitay (11:48:33 PM): lol
liziel.estacio (11:48:37 PM): That's why you get help and apply for aid
ladykitay (11:48:42 PM): exactly
xbarbiemalibux (11:48:45 PM): you know how long that takes
ladykitay (11:48:48 PM): there are so many governmental programs out there
liziel.estacio (11:48:51 PM): Many people already take advantage of financial aid
ladykitay (11:48:53 PM): for families who can't afford insurance
liziel.estacio (11:48:57 PM): People that don't even neeed them
xbarbiemalibux (11:48:58 PM): when its a moment of now
xbarbiemalibux (11:48:59 PM): then what
liziel.estacio (11:49:12 PM): Haven't I helped you a lot about things you don't know?
liziel.estacio (11:49:20 PM): Our government isn't that horrible
liziel.estacio (11:49:30 PM): It's a safety net for everyone, including the weak
liziel.estacio (11:49:35 PM): And a lot of people know that
liziel.estacio (11:49:41 PM): and they're taking advantage of it
xbarbiemalibux (11:49:42 PM): there is a gap
liziel.estacio (11:49:48 PM): If you don't know it, you're screwed
liziel.estacio (11:49:56 PM): unless you're determined and look for help
liziel.estacio (11:50:01 PM): which is actually pretty easy to find
xbarbiemalibux (11:50:12 PM): i tried looking and calling and nothing
liziel.estacio (11:50:15 PM): even with my dog, there's financial help available for dogs
xbarbiemalibux (11:50:28 PM): so what about thos epeople that dont have internet
xbarbiemalibux (11:50:33 PM): how the hell are they supposed to get help
ladykitay (11:50:35 PM): librarys have free internet
xbarbiemalibux (11:50:40 PM): or people who dont knwo who to used the ocmputer
liziel.estacio (11:50:43 PM): You go to a library
xbarbiemalibux (11:50:47 PM): you cant be cynical abotu this stuff...
ladykitay (11:50:48 PM): librarians help u out on the internet
ladykitay (11:50:49 PM): if u dont know how
liziel.estacio (11:51:02 PM): or you can honestly just ask around
liziel.estacio (11:51:12 PM): a lot of people know a lot of free shit from the government
xbarbiemalibux (11:51:15 PM): ive grown up poor
liziel.estacio (11:51:19 PM): that black guy who used to live here know all about free shit
xbarbiemalibux (11:51:26 PM): and when i turned 20i lost all the help i could get
liziel.estacio (11:51:26 PM): because he's taking advantage of the government
liziel.estacio (11:51:51 PM): he's on disability, financial aid, medical, food stamps, free food from a charity, and everything else
xbarbiemalibux (11:51:52 PM): yeah thats one douche... but it dousent mean you should over look the many people who dont
liziel.estacio (11:52:08 PM): IM SAYING HELP IS THERE IF YOU NEED IT
liziel.estacio (11:52:19 PM): I'm not saying everyone is a fucking no good douche fuck face
xbarbiemalibux (11:52:41 PM): my backs been hurting like hell and i have to wait till tomorrow to get help
xbarbiemalibux (11:52:47 PM): i tried searching adn i didnt find anything
liziel.estacio (11:52:47 PM): It's not that hard to find. All you gotta do is get out there and ask around.
xbarbiemalibux (11:52:54 PM): izzy is a ubber searcher
ladykitay (11:53:07 PM): free medicine as in government should pay for it. the government is in debt right now as it is
xbarbiemalibux (11:53:13 PM): i searched the hell out of it and all i got was empty answers
ladykitay (11:53:17 PM): thats just going to hella raise taxes as well
liziel.estacio (11:53:18 PM): It's really not that hard to find. All I put on google is back pain hurt low cost doc
xbarbiemalibux (11:53:29 PM): there are many rich people otu there
liziel.estacio (11:53:48 PM): and many good people out there who donate their time and services
ladykitay (11:54:05 PM): yeah well taxes go to the poorer people as well
xbarbiemalibux (11:54:14 PM): if the people wehre taken care of and healthy they could be working
ladykitay (11:54:23 PM): if people got off their lazy asses
xbarbiemalibux (11:54:27 PM): yeah distributed unprorely
ladykitay (11:54:30 PM): and stop being so picky about work
xbarbiemalibux (11:54:33 PM): the governemtn is effin lazy
ladykitay (11:54:38 PM): there are sooo many jobs out there
xbarbiemalibux (11:54:40 PM): and just keep on passing hte ball
liziel.estacio (11:54:44 PM): People are effin lazy
xbarbiemalibux (11:54:47 PM): instead of really getting thier shit together
ladykitay (11:54:48 PM): thats why there are so many immigrants coming here from all over the world
xbarbiemalibux (11:54:54 PM): that shouldnt be an excuse
liziel.estacio (11:54:54 PM): They like to blame someone else for everything else
xbarbiemalibux (11:54:57 PM): its yrou job
ladykitay (11:54:58 PM): cuz united states is full of jobs, people are just hella picky
xbarbiemalibux (11:55:03 PM): you get paid hella bunch money for it
xbarbiemalibux (11:55:30 PM): lol ok steph is gunna be a crop picker now
xbarbiemalibux (11:55:37 PM): and get paid by the day
ladykitay (11:55:42 PM): pshh i got my self finacial aide fromt eh government
ladykitay (11:55:45 PM): and putmyself through school
ladykitay (11:55:51 PM): EDUCATION is the key to making money
liziel.estacio (11:55:57 PM): no, steph actually has achievable goals in life and she's got her eyes on the prize
xbarbiemalibux (11:56:00 PM): yeah i got denied financial aid while married
xbarbiemalibux (11:56:07 PM): i couldn tget a job
ladykitay (11:56:08 PM): there are stil grants
ladykitay (11:56:11 PM): u could try out for
ladykitay (11:56:15 PM): and lots of scholarships u can get
ladykitay (11:56:25 PM): my best friend is poor but she's paying for her SDSU tuition through scholarships
liziel.estacio (11:56:26 PM): and there's always jobcorps
ladykitay (11:56:31 PM): she found while websurfing
liziel.estacio (11:56:41 PM): jobcorps is government funded
xbarbiemalibux (11:56:44 PM): yeah i want to do my carreer
xbarbiemalibux (11:56:50 PM): not a half assed schooling
liziel.estacio (11:56:56 PM): free education while living on campus and working as an intern for them
xbarbiemalibux (11:57:05 PM): thats not a real carreer
ladykitay (11:57:15 PM): at least your getting education
liziel.estacio (11:57:19 PM): if you really want to do something, you'll need to start by stop making damn excuses
ladykitay (11:57:22 PM): education is what makes those people so rich
xbarbiemalibux (11:57:24 PM): im not
ladykitay (11:57:29 PM): they earn their money
xbarbiemalibux (11:57:37 PM): yeah and im going back to school and im getting financial aid
liziel.estacio (11:57:42 PM): well, you're closing off all your options.
xbarbiemalibux (11:58:27 PM): finally since i have no money they are gunna help me
liziel.estacio (11:58:35 PM): and once you get into school, you'll have to keep focus. you can start being independent by getting a diploma.
xbarbiemalibux (11:58:37 PM): but with tim they would not help me at all
xbarbiemalibux (11:58:51 PM): school is one of the things i love the most
ladykitay (11:58:58 PM): http://www.manhattan-institute.org/html/_ibd-canadian_doctor_describes_how.htm
xbarbiemalibux (11:58:59 PM): it really stimulates me
ladykitay (11:59:02 PM): comes from a canadian doctor